Come on now.............don't worry what COULD have been. Go back to your original "high" of the moment of winning that prompted your post of "OMG" and just enjoy what you have. It certainly was beyond your expectations and a wonderful win. Your glass is half FULL.
Congrats BTW....
Diane
agreed great bloody hit ! enjoy it it and for the love of all things good dont play away the other 4k while your waiting for a withdraw ! cheers great hit !