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I must come clean here and say/admit that i cant gamble online anymore. I cant handle it, i thought i could, but i couldnt. Im laying here in the middle of the night typing this and i am on the verge of a nervous breakdown.
Yesterday i got my salary, today ive got nothing left. I dont understand how i can be so damn stupid...i dont feel sorry for me, i feel sorry for my fiancee and my little 3 year old girl.
She talks about everything she wants to do during easter when daddy is free, but her idiot of a dad doenst have any money. I cant pay my bills...
Im writing this to finally admit that i have a problem. Gambling took over my life. I used to watch movies on the evenings, i used to be away with my friends, lately i have been at home playing like my life depended on it. It didnt matter that i hit monster hits on DOA, cause it all went back, and more. I cannot for my life see how im gonna tell her when she wakes up that i cant pay the bills/buy food etc.
I have really no place to turn too. I cant go to the bank, i burned those bridges. The worst thing is that it was all looking brighter, both money wise and personal, during the 10+ years ive been playing online i never ever played away money for bills and food, but now it happened...and i must admit that i have a gambling problem
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Just wanted to let you know that you are not in this alone. Strange as it sounds I just came here to write similar farewell message to all
the lovely people at CM, when I saw your thread.
I have lost some money over the last couple of days, 500 roughly. My wife went on a city break with the kids and I was there sitting with all
the free time in the world and couldnt think of anything better than play Doa to oblivion. The house is a mess, ashtrays full and picnic table still
not varnished. She is going to kill me when they come back, but even a cold shoulder is better then nothing.
Don`t worry, you will get out of the money trouble, but we both need to be careful, it is easy to say that we won`t gamble when there is no
more money to bet. I have been to bank yesterday, closed my account and transfered my pay to wifes account.
We need to be strong when there will be money again.
So yes, everyone, good luck and have a nice day
I wish I knew your real name, but Respin, all the best to you and your family, you will make it!