It's bin exactly, one week without a deposit or slots. I'll tell you. I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER. God i have time on my hands now again. And more important, i'm not burning on avg 1500 a week onto casino's!
I told my GF about my story, not too complicated tho, but she backs me, and we're moving forward from this shit pile of online gambling. In the last weekend, i made more then 2500 euro for just being productive.
I'm motivated as F to do other and better things with my money from this point on. I've let go all the theory's in my mind; people can shove 'm up their rear really with their random taking of your money yes.
I'm not really busy with this anymore, and i'm glad either that i can put my mind on different things now without being chained to getting losses back.
I have just seen too many patterns and have a fairly high confidence that there is some sort of API between the casino account management interface and the providers that has some sort of influence into the RNG seed you get sent into when entering a game. If things were truly random it would be exactly that and not insane win spree followed by insane lose spree to put it all back in plus more.
My best peace of advise for you is: seek something different. Play less slots or even better consider leaving online slots for what it is. It's designed to lure you in, tilt you, make you deposit more, cushioning you that losing is the new winning, because well maybe upon your next deposit you'll hit it big etc.
I've bin there too many times really; on 8 out of 10 times when the first deposit did'nt do jack shit, it was always the second deposit that gave me wins, but, no higher then 50 euro on the total of my 2 deposits. From that point on it was 8 out of 10 times a downward spiral. There's only a few moments that you can surpass that and it's actually quite non-random. It just depends on your deposit behaviour if you've won a ticket or not.
Taking bonus money? I wrote it here quite a few times, but as long as your within the wagering requiement of the bonus your having, games seem to favor you all over the place. Once your out of that wagering thing, shit thumbles down. Your paying to see slots alive as it's being presented these days as entertainment, the edge of real gambling is taken out of it.
I got a really well future ahead of me! And it would be stupid to waste my time on gambling with these intense sessions i used to had over the last few months. Dont be stupid! Simply move on if you cant get your kick out of it anymore. All you see is pretty much designed for you to lose (faster).
Btw, i kept word! Closed accounts; it's a depressive feeling knowing what i could have win in the following weeks, but they can stick it up their asses! The only true winner is me and being succesfull in what i do is a testimonial that i dont need slots to make money and live a happy life!