I can also relate to your current misery.So over the last week, including today, i think my total deposit since the last above *big* win was around 1500. Finally i managed to get it up to 5000 euro, on which from that point on, everything went into a complete pile of shit. I no longer believe in this randomness, i more believe from this point on that i'm paying for my own entertainment. A hefty price for what is supposed to be fun. Did anyone really really get ahead in their carreer considering being a professional gambler? Apart from the table games and poker games, i'm talking slots here.
Another note is that the RTP and difficulty on high bets is extremely 'difficult' and being mid-bets has a better favor. Lower bets wont get you near depending on which type of game you play because payout is always ridiculously by some sort of checkerboard. It wont gain you a huge win unless you play a progressive game like lil devil, dead or alive or whatever.
I think i'm done with this. Seriously. It will take a while for it to get over and the urge to play become alot less. But fuck slots. Fuck online casino's. If you genuine believe your "winning" it's a pyramid game where one's loss is the win of another. And the casino have their slots so tight up to this point that it makes no sense to even defend landbased vs online anymore. RTP's are dropping, and they are messing with volatility, bonus frequency, all that shit. I know because i WAS a frequent player of a dozen of games that simply dont play as they used to anymore.
I can smack myself in the head day in day out over previous year taking 65k. I should have left by then, because i KNEW i wont be pulling off another thing like that. My soul feels like ripped apart, challenging or competing on something that is just good as impossible. I'm wasting my time on playing games that are designed to lure you in more and more, and being surrounded in a pit of several shit in relation of casino tricks.
Providers dont set stuff up. Casino's license games. And by their means and standards they can select limited payout, bets, volatility and whatever the fuck more to make you glaze at 96% while in reality it's far worse. Trust me i've done alot of different approaches over the above course. And one thing i do know is that my winnings are pretty much based on my deposit behaviour. You peak at some point and you thumble down. How random is that, when going from 5k on an avg of 1, 2, 4, 5, 10, 15 and frigging 20 a spin in a complete losing streak on several different games. No sir, it's not random. It's the casino blocking my bets obviously.
I've had it with this shit. Please thrash my account. Anyone who can relate in the above please take my advice, get out. If it's a kick or entertainment you seek; there' s a zillion other ways then by playing on a casino. Their only interest is your money, and they will go within the legal lines to get it from you. Fucking robbers is what they are.
Landbased was so much better! Really! i know you dont believe me. But try a perhaps more frequent base or visit, and know the slot your playing! I bet for a 100 euro here that the fun including the potential you can get is far better then these online robbing places that are designed to lure you in. They are mouse-traps first class. And i hope the majority fucking dies off the internet. Simple as that.
Had quite an awesome run at most casino's between September last year and January this year where at so many casino's and so many providers getting big wins on $10 and $20 bets felt so easy and sure there there were some sessions where you would get carried away and lose 3 - 5k between a few casinos but then another miracle would happen and turn it back into another positive month. Had countless 5k withdrawals, a bunch of 10k ones and even a few of 15 and 20k.
Then February was a disaster, put about 20k back in and cant remember if I got a cash out from anywhere and if I did it would have been lucky to be 1 - 2k. March and April more or less followed the same pattern of losing heavily. May was a bit more kind and even gave me a session with a peak balance of 27k but as gamblers do due to the heavy losses of the previous few months got carried away and only ended up withdrawing a bit under 10k. June also provided me with a similar win where I managed to get a $350 deposit at a peak of 18k but foolishly also didn't take it putting it all back in chasing a dream hit to get me back on top.
Since not taking that 18k peak in June every single casino has been a complete misery, impossible to get balance over 5k (most of the time impossible to even get it to 1 or 2 anymore) like its a hard cap on my player profile somewhere and just losing session after losing session. Have easily put my good win streak of late last year back in plus more and cold is not the word to the point where I made my last deposit over the weekend and have officially told myself not another single deposit anywhere until at least Jan 1st. I am fairly confident that due to the big deposits/bet's I do taking a few months off will all of the sudden magically make games start paying again in order to get me depositing all the time again.
I have just seen too many patterns and have a fairly high confidence that there is some sort of API between the casino account management interface and the providers that has some sort of influence into the RNG seed you get sent into when entering a game. If things were truly random it would be exactly that and not insane win spree followed by insane lose spree to put it all back in plus more.
The only time I can get a decent lengthy session is when i'm betting much lower than I usually do (10c - $1 bets) then all of the sudden all games seem to spring to life again and feel like they are playing normal again but $5 - $20 bets and can say RIP to balance in under 10 min on 99% of deposits.
Perhaps it is just the providers that have shifted the RTP more heavily in favor to the low rollers while only allowing streamers to get any decent RTP in the higher bet range.