rena35
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I lost my brother 2 weeks ago due to stage 4 lung cancer that spread . He was a veteran and one of the strongest men i knew . We had our differences but nothing too big. All the prayers and help we gave didn't help. I feel so lost and my faith is shaken. I miss him getting up at 3am with me to drink coffee and complain of our aches and pains. I also lost my dog of 15 years before my brother . All 3 of us were sickly. I am grieving and i can't move on. My brother never wanted to go to hospice but his wife put him there. Two days later he was dead . I had just visited him that Sunday and he was sitting up , enjoying his breakfast and watching the news. He didn't even have a funeral just was cremated. I never said good bye. Hurt is an understatement. I am sorry if this is the wrong place to post. I wasn't going to post at all. I have a dr. appt today , I just feel sicker and no energy . I hope everything goes well. I don't like doctors even though i see 7.