And so, it turns out, 2021 CAN be worse than 2020
2020 was pretty damned rough.
In the spring lost my dad and the fall my brother. Shortly thereafter, cat got cancer, the sad little bag of bones, and after that lost an uncle, a cousin and 2 days later another had a stroke.
December cousin got corona.
Rounded it out with a bad concussion (me) and an ambulance trip to ER on Christmas (gonna be a few lingering effects on that into 2021 yay, an expected few months of fuzzy-head, headaches and some $hit motor control)
But hey, figured, cant get worse this year, eh?
Day at the vet's today because doggo was getting nosebleeds.
I'm going to, gods willing, get about 3 weeks with the puppers, then we're sending him off on the rainbow bridge.
Vet says, an otherwise, picture-perfect happy, all-around healthy dog, but a nasal tumour.
No rhyme, no reason, bad shit happens and dogs get cancer.
Funnily, after, 2020 still gonna be a far worse and a bigger crushing, personal blow.
This guy, in our 8 years together, has never, not once , every day, not been at my side. My best buddy ever and a good boy
I cant even begin to fathom not seeing him beside me
So, he's happy, otherwise healthy - struggling (with breathing) but not suffering (no pain). But it's a 'it what it is, bad luck, accept it' dealio
Some quality time together at least before we have to let him go
PS - dont yell at your doggos and have pateince. There's a great line:
They may only be a part of your life, but for them, youre their entire life
PPS I (or someone can) will start a 2021 Your Fur Babies as this ends on a sour note.
And people love seeing others' fur-babies

They bring unconditional love.
Go hug your pet
