<div class="bbWrapper">Bally, your a very good soul mate and please please do not take offence to this as I only want the best for what you want.<br />
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Mate it is sounding like you are making excuses here saying things like " if I do this then I might ot be able to do this" , "if I do this will this happen" etc.<br />
dont worry about all that stuff, your giving yourself excuses not to exclude yourself and you shouldnt be, obviously there is something inside there saying I need to have a break and this voice needs to be listened to.<br />
You can always gamble again mate, dont think it is the end of it if you do get gamblock or close your account at some places?, what is six months in the real scheme of things???- nothing<br />
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As i said gamblock has the feature when your loading the software to put in what sites you want to access, If by chance that doesnt work you can always email gamblock requesting just to view this site and they will do that for you.</div>