To start of this topic i have been playing online slots for about 3 years, before that online poker alot. Until the complete switch over to no poker at all to online online slots.
Up to October 2014 i managed it good played couple of small deposits now and then, blocked certain account when i had to much.
Every month i win so i was up on the + side. but it ended up with me losing all my money, blocks account for 1 month and when that month went by i get paycheck and i continue again the same path from october now til yesterday night. Every month is the same i lose, i lose and i lose. Even if i win i lose it and even more. And every day after losing i have problems sleeping, being up to late so i even have to call in sick from work. This feelings goes away after maybe 2-3 days and im hungry for more slots thinking maybe this day is my day to win. But no its not.
I keep on blocking as many accounts as i can only to find new casinos to play at and lose at, the money i lose is money i could have bought myself new things for, stuff that people take for grante,d im though that smart i never lose money for food and survival at least.
I dunno what to do, yesterday was the worst losing day so far. I blocked all accounts i had for up to 2 months minimum now some even up to 6 months.
The days after losses i feel and say to myself no slot ever again, and week later im sitting there playing again.
I have even tried to withdraw money from bank account so i cant deposit online. That doesnt help either. Im just sad about all of it, i dont keep the promises to myself to stop gamble or to play maybe small depositsonce in a while but i get always so frustrated losing initial deposit that the deposits get bigger and the stakes gets higher.
Right now i feel like never touching a slot again but i know for a fact i will in less then 1 month again
Up to October 2014 i managed it good played couple of small deposits now and then, blocked certain account when i had to much.
Every month i win so i was up on the + side. but it ended up with me losing all my money, blocks account for 1 month and when that month went by i get paycheck and i continue again the same path from october now til yesterday night. Every month is the same i lose, i lose and i lose. Even if i win i lose it and even more. And every day after losing i have problems sleeping, being up to late so i even have to call in sick from work. This feelings goes away after maybe 2-3 days and im hungry for more slots thinking maybe this day is my day to win. But no its not.
I keep on blocking as many accounts as i can only to find new casinos to play at and lose at, the money i lose is money i could have bought myself new things for, stuff that people take for grante,d im though that smart i never lose money for food and survival at least.
I dunno what to do, yesterday was the worst losing day so far. I blocked all accounts i had for up to 2 months minimum now some even up to 6 months.
The days after losses i feel and say to myself no slot ever again, and week later im sitting there playing again.
I have even tried to withdraw money from bank account so i cant deposit online. That doesnt help either. Im just sad about all of it, i dont keep the promises to myself to stop gamble or to play maybe small depositsonce in a while but i get always so frustrated losing initial deposit that the deposits get bigger and the stakes gets higher.
Right now i feel like never touching a slot again but i know for a fact i will in less then 1 month again