GaryWatson
Dormant account
- Joined
- Jun 15, 2007
- Location
- Europe
As for the baiting, lets get it into the open. No my sister is not dying, hopefully not before me. She ha MS. I dont know much about the stuff but know its sporadic. We fought like cat and dog when we where younger. It broke my heart to see her with a walking stick, worse was when her 3 year old son told me.
I am not so close to my family as I should be, as I posted earlier, I was living in Alabama, doing well academically. SHIT.... I think I had a summa cumlaud and a magna cumlad a few times, won the US championships, student/athlete thing, all bs IMO. I dont think we were rich, my mum use to phone me every month for 5 min then moved to every 2nd week, then went weekly, I knew there was a prob. I got abuse for coming home at Xmas. I have, and always will be straight to the point. My dad couldnt accept my mother dying, I could. We used to chat about BS basically, but we got really close because I was the only one who accepted she was dying.
The best time I had was taking her to the park. I am my usual dickhead self, spinning her about in her wheelchair but I remember that day, it wasnt cold, it wasnt warm. I was the only person who accepted her dying, we chatted about that. My tears were streaming but i tried to hide it.
I moved back to the states the day after the funeral so never had many ties. It hurts me in my current relationship because I constantly push her away. I live with her now but get at least 4 days because I escape out the window and have to post here , offline, im quite laid back ., online sometimes I snap and I dont give a toss.
From my shitty crim background, I learned my mother came first. I fucked that up for a couple of years, longer but I cant post it. I eventually became a person who I liked. I found a forum, who may not always appreciate my input, but they have my full respect all the same
I am not so close to my family as I should be, as I posted earlier, I was living in Alabama, doing well academically. SHIT.... I think I had a summa cumlaud and a magna cumlad a few times, won the US championships, student/athlete thing, all bs IMO. I dont think we were rich, my mum use to phone me every month for 5 min then moved to every 2nd week, then went weekly, I knew there was a prob. I got abuse for coming home at Xmas. I have, and always will be straight to the point. My dad couldnt accept my mother dying, I could. We used to chat about BS basically, but we got really close because I was the only one who accepted she was dying.
The best time I had was taking her to the park. I am my usual dickhead self, spinning her about in her wheelchair but I remember that day, it wasnt cold, it wasnt warm. I was the only person who accepted her dying, we chatted about that. My tears were streaming but i tried to hide it.
I moved back to the states the day after the funeral so never had many ties. It hurts me in my current relationship because I constantly push her away. I live with her now but get at least 4 days because I escape out the window and have to post here , offline, im quite laid back ., online sometimes I snap and I dont give a toss.
From my shitty crim background, I learned my mother came first. I fucked that up for a couple of years, longer but I cant post it. I eventually became a person who I liked. I found a forum, who may not always appreciate my input, but they have my full respect all the same
. I am proud to be your friend and forum neighbor because you are very intelligent with a heart of gold. (two combinations hard to find in a man). God Bless You!!:notworthy
