I could do with a bit of help
I am a gambling addict who had been doing really well and hasn't had a bet in quite a while and had been blocking everywhere and keeping a spreadsheet.
I'm devasted to say I lost my only child of only 18 years old on the 16th August and buried her this week.
I am totally devistated and my doctor has got me on a lot of medication to try and keep me calm but in a moment of utter weakness and devistated I gambled on casino heroes last night not realising I was blocked, not thinking really I was sat on my own in tears.
I won £652 and was going to cash out and shut it down in shame this morning to find out I was blocked.
I am utterly devistated as I made a promise as she was dying that i wouldn't gamble again.
I feel utter distraught now. The money was to go towards her headstone. They won't refund deposits which were around £600 or winning of £652. I deposited via skrill.
Surely they can't keep both. I am just a wreck at the moment and don't know what to do and I feel I've let her down so badly.
Thanks for listening
Rachel
I am a gambling addict who had been doing really well and hasn't had a bet in quite a while and had been blocking everywhere and keeping a spreadsheet.
I'm devasted to say I lost my only child of only 18 years old on the 16th August and buried her this week.
I am totally devistated and my doctor has got me on a lot of medication to try and keep me calm but in a moment of utter weakness and devistated I gambled on casino heroes last night not realising I was blocked, not thinking really I was sat on my own in tears.
I won £652 and was going to cash out and shut it down in shame this morning to find out I was blocked.
I am utterly devistated as I made a promise as she was dying that i wouldn't gamble again.
I feel utter distraught now. The money was to go towards her headstone. They won't refund deposits which were around £600 or winning of £652. I deposited via skrill.
Surely they can't keep both. I am just a wreck at the moment and don't know what to do and I feel I've let her down so badly.
Thanks for listening
Rachel
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