Wow that is seriously sounding like my situation a bit and here's why, since about last may In total I've won about 35 to 40k...had a jackpot win for about 10k, had a handful of 1500,1000, 2k, 4k cash outs... And I mean I know that isn't sustainable but it starts to get fishy to me when I literally can't even have fun. In June in goldbeard I racked 3k but sadly lost it, won back 2200 or 2400 cashed, came back and won 4k and cashed...and since then I simply am giving even red cent back. And I mean I've never had it this bad.
But what I hate is no matter where I go now....my deposits are just gone without even teaser builds of winning a 100 bucks or so.. I just spin to nothing now nonstop and I'm not so deep where I feel sick but I feel like why can't I have even a little redemption right now? Slots aren't like the lotto where it's next to impossible, they do payout that I'm convinced and know... So why can I typically play and enjoy my spinning winning and losing, then go to literally loss after loss, loss loss loss loss loss.... Loss...nonstop weeks on end.
Like I always said, flipping a coin is random...if you'd flip that coin 50 times. I just don't see how you could go on a steak for like 25 flips or in this case deposits, getting only one side. The chances I'm sure are mathematically there but probably so low its not even worth considering.
As for quitting, I hear ya... But I also have enjoyed some nice cash I wouldn't have had in a nice chunk if I didn't play. I enjoy it and I don't think I'm to far gone because I keep it pretty balanced but right now I do feel I could quit as I'm spinning my wheels and have for weeks now no matter where I go