- Joined
- Feb 17, 2012
- Location
- cyber space
I am unsure how to copy and past a post but i am too tired and not bothered to try. I am just going to highlight some key points mentioned and add some things i have been thinking.
! @labeled i for one am not afraid to stat how i feel about my play because i have to tell the truth here and i am afraid after my losses to even touch real again for a while. I did have hope i would finally win something nice but the way the slots were cold on such small bets got to me. Like i stated before for anyone who wants to question me or quote me...no one held a gun to my head and made me deposit. The money i spent was ear marked for my gaming. I never went over my budget. I do not gamble like that often just had a bit more to spend after 8 yrs of gaming there and had gamblers hope for a good time. That being said...i don't expect to win anything close to the high rollers because even when i deposited i only played min. bet mostly. Less lines too. I have never been jealous or even unhappy seeing the gold lines and i appreciate the invites that sometimes go along with them. My personal experience has been no matter what i deposit and play i get no return big or small. I used to truly believe lucky days had to come my way one day. I don't believe it anymore. I think and have asked tracemonkey about being told i do not know how much other players deposit and play for the big wins . I always felt you could start low (which i am a low roller) and build up to higher bets. I have seen in land base where someone feeds the machine and then lose. Some lucky person comes along and drops a dollar in and BAM winner. I do not know much about gambling i play for enjoyment and to kill the boredom and chronic illness that effects my life and is getting worse. Some days i play more some less time . I hardly ever come all day anymore. I do not know much about the inner workings of the game or RTP or how anyone deposits and wins. I only know that for me personally i have never had much luck but i like the tourneys and i like the fact that i can play them as long as i deposit . I do not say much in chat besides what i need to if i want to do a low roller deposit or a random hello now. Less stress that way. Enzo himself told me soonish when i asked him when my day would come...that was years ago now. I have a choice to make as far as i am concerned to play or not and i choose to play. I also choose not to be on a band wagon offering tin foil hats when ever someone has a question or complaint about their personal experience. I am not in their wallet or game play so i just do not know what they are going thru or have went thru. All i can say is i am disappointed because i personally did not enjoy my recent game play one bit and i am no longer hopeful it will ever change.
Side note * Read the whole post if you have questions about what i typed. Also my birthday is coming so i am excited by that. My only wish for my birthday is to feel better. All the money or wins in the world will never bring my health back. Just hoping one day soon.
! @labeled i for one am not afraid to stat how i feel about my play because i have to tell the truth here and i am afraid after my losses to even touch real again for a while. I did have hope i would finally win something nice but the way the slots were cold on such small bets got to me. Like i stated before for anyone who wants to question me or quote me...no one held a gun to my head and made me deposit. The money i spent was ear marked for my gaming. I never went over my budget. I do not gamble like that often just had a bit more to spend after 8 yrs of gaming there and had gamblers hope for a good time. That being said...i don't expect to win anything close to the high rollers because even when i deposited i only played min. bet mostly. Less lines too. I have never been jealous or even unhappy seeing the gold lines and i appreciate the invites that sometimes go along with them. My personal experience has been no matter what i deposit and play i get no return big or small. I used to truly believe lucky days had to come my way one day. I don't believe it anymore. I think and have asked tracemonkey about being told i do not know how much other players deposit and play for the big wins . I always felt you could start low (which i am a low roller) and build up to higher bets. I have seen in land base where someone feeds the machine and then lose. Some lucky person comes along and drops a dollar in and BAM winner. I do not know much about gambling i play for enjoyment and to kill the boredom and chronic illness that effects my life and is getting worse. Some days i play more some less time . I hardly ever come all day anymore. I do not know much about the inner workings of the game or RTP or how anyone deposits and wins. I only know that for me personally i have never had much luck but i like the tourneys and i like the fact that i can play them as long as i deposit . I do not say much in chat besides what i need to if i want to do a low roller deposit or a random hello now. Less stress that way. Enzo himself told me soonish when i asked him when my day would come...that was years ago now. I have a choice to make as far as i am concerned to play or not and i choose to play. I also choose not to be on a band wagon offering tin foil hats when ever someone has a question or complaint about their personal experience. I am not in their wallet or game play so i just do not know what they are going thru or have went thru. All i can say is i am disappointed because i personally did not enjoy my recent game play one bit and i am no longer hopeful it will ever change.
Side note * Read the whole post if you have questions about what i typed. Also my birthday is coming so i am excited by that. My only wish for my birthday is to feel better. All the money or wins in the world will never bring my health back. Just hoping one day soon.

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