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Now there's some things in this post that are concerning, and are in contrast to your earlier claims.
You've stated you are a high roller that can afford what you gamble, yet here you state your $1,000 budget is a lot of money to you these days and can feed your family for a month.
Sorry Johnny, I tried giving you the benefit of the doubt, but when you start giving conflicting information like this, and seemingly get tangled in your own web, this is where I say goodbye and good luck.
I won't let my goodwill be taken advantage of. See ya!
That was 15 years ago? The 10k thing
The statement made about the 1000 dollars being to feed the family is a figure of speech. Believe it or not, as sick as I used to be, never did I gamble over my head since the kids. Ever.
The only reason I started this online gaming is because I hit a 6 figure jackpot at party casino. Playing only with that money I guess. Not family money. I am not that sick.
ActuAlly, the more I think about it I am not that bad compared to the old days. I am terrified inside about going back but i have three little reasons not to. They literally are my PROVEN SYSTEM. I would never jeopardize their happiness.
As a father it is my obligation to be in control. Jeeeeez. A bloody bell just went off in my head!
Damn. There is no way in hell I am going to mess up. Never. No freaking way.
Are u kidding me. I can not believe how ridiculous all this is. OMG. This is crazy!
I don't need to be sick anymore. Life is too short to be sick.
I am gonna play to have fun. Like everyone else. I am going to enjoy this experience and hopefully make some money to enjoy it with my family.
You know what guys ...BMW and the rest. Thank you. I really mean that. In your own way, I think you actually made me realize who I really am.
The next post y'all see from me will be in September.
Don't worry about me, I am, for the first time, solid!
God bless y'all. Stay safe and appreciate the things that matter. I need to find myself again
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed He was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from His life. For each scene He noticed two sets of footprints in the sand. One belonging to Him and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of His life flashed before Him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of His life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times of His life.
This really bothered Him and He questioned the LORD about it. LORD you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me.
The LORD replied, my precious, precious child, I Love you and I would never leave you! During your times of trial and suffering when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you.