Luigi810
Dormant account
- Joined
- Aug 16, 2008
- Location
- Philadelphia
I just really wanted to thank everyone here on casinomeister who have helped me with my gambling problem, I was really really really bad a couple of months back as some of you are aware and if it wasn't for all of your support, I wouldn't be where I am today, gamble free..
I played a couple of times in september and I felt like I was cheating on my husband, my family and my life..I love not having to run to the bank in the morning just to make sure I get a deposit in so checks don't bounce, I LOVE being able to sleep sound without thinking of all the wrong I did that day, no bells going off in my head, no figures of the amount I spent that day, and not having to tell my husband what I spent that week gambling. I feel like I just got out of prison.
When I first stopped and had that sick feeling of all I lost and how I hurt everyone was terrible for me, I thought I would NEVER get on top again, but I did..
For some of you who think you need that ONE big win to get your life together again, you don't need it, if you stop gambling now and just focus on moving on, you can do it, take it from me..I can pay my bills with no problems now, I can shop, I spend all my time with my family and friends, and I just feel soooo free...When I'm bored at night I just play my tourneys, and find other fun games to play, I can even play poker for free, OMG did I just say that, lol...someone once told me to play for free, I thought they were on crack, lol..
I never dreamed I would be were I am today, just the feeling of waking up with no headaches is like winning the jackpot..THANK YOU ALL from the bottom of my heart for being here for me, THANK YOU CASINOMEISTER for this wonderful, forum, you saved my life, literally
I played a couple of times in september and I felt like I was cheating on my husband, my family and my life..I love not having to run to the bank in the morning just to make sure I get a deposit in so checks don't bounce, I LOVE being able to sleep sound without thinking of all the wrong I did that day, no bells going off in my head, no figures of the amount I spent that day, and not having to tell my husband what I spent that week gambling. I feel like I just got out of prison.
When I first stopped and had that sick feeling of all I lost and how I hurt everyone was terrible for me, I thought I would NEVER get on top again, but I did..
For some of you who think you need that ONE big win to get your life together again, you don't need it, if you stop gambling now and just focus on moving on, you can do it, take it from me..I can pay my bills with no problems now, I can shop, I spend all my time with my family and friends, and I just feel soooo free...When I'm bored at night I just play my tourneys, and find other fun games to play, I can even play poker for free, OMG did I just say that, lol...someone once told me to play for free, I thought they were on crack, lol..
I never dreamed I would be were I am today, just the feeling of waking up with no headaches is like winning the jackpot..THANK YOU ALL from the bottom of my heart for being here for me, THANK YOU CASINOMEISTER for this wonderful, forum, you saved my life, literally