rena35
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I have two brothers who i fear will ride me until there is nothing else left. Both are in and out of jail, won't own up to there wrong doings and expect the world owes them something. I have my own problems and just want peace. My daily routine is to get up, drink my coffee and play slots until nap. Go out if i absolutely have to..dr appt. grocery's etc. Just be at peace. I enjoy my life and it makes me happy. What does not make me happy is to have to be the nurse, counselor, shelter, soup kitchen and bank for my two despondent brothers. Last night my brother who is currently staying with me asked me for money. He will not help with anything including the trash or unloading grocery's. I told him to leave me be and he got mad. He told me how i was heartless and cold. He told me how he wished i would die. It hurts. I can not get those words out of my head. I have not even grieved properly for my oldest brother who was a veteran and passed after Easter or my dog of 15 years who passed along with him. My oldest brother would have put a stop to it all. Now i feel like they have them a nice little victim and remind me daily it is my job to help them. They also say I better treat them good in case they die. I am feed up and thinking about moving out of the house i love to get some peace. I want them to not know where i live because they will come and it will be a vicious cycle again. Would it be wrong of me to turn my back on my brothers