Looks to me, Gufe, that you are having sexual issues. Or, maybe you aspire to be a general all around pervert? Or, God help you, sexual feelings toward children, maybe a sister?
Only ignorant people have to resort to crudity and/or foul language simply because they are inherently stupid, I.Q. well below norm. Insecurity issues from bad parenting, maybe?
If you try to get help now, you have a fairly good chance about changing your gender or sexual issues toward something you can live with. Please don't delay.
Or, maybe you are just one of those trolls that get off on cussing and dissing people?
Such a quandary. Yes sir, really confusingly weird.