Sorry to hear that.
I am too somewhat disappointed by Betspin, they sprinted off to a great start and now have disappeared pretty much off the planet
I too could not play the spins at first as i was getting an error message when i tried to load the slot ("authentication failed") but support sorted it out.
Scary how my mind can change from one minute to the other. After seeing Trilej's sad thread I got upset and in tears. Made me think much more about my mum in Denmark ( I live in UK). My dad is having a rough time I speak to them about every week. Most times he tries to be positive. But other times he is very sad and upset and cries. You mom is not the same anymore. I so miss you mom like she used to be. BUT she is happy most of the time.
She to have got the disease Dementia/Alzheimer's. It seems to have started couple years back. Days go by and we all have a busy life. I go to Denmark and see my family and friends around 2 times a year. Which is just not really enough anymore. I am so upset right now writing this not sure why I do. I ended up researching more about Dementia/Alzheimerz. This video oh my so heartbreaking and I now seem to realize why my my mum 2 years ago bought me for Christmas in 2014 what looked like Jeans for a girl/woman and she also gave me something else more for a girl also way to small.
My mum always wished to also get a girl but I ended up being a lone child. As my mum had loss when I was around 9 years old and would had a little brother (that time yes she wished it would had been a girl) sadly he was removed before child birth. I think after seeing this video on youtube that this relates from Stage 2 in Alzheimer's. And from when I last saw her in May this year and what my dad tells me. It shockingly seems with what i hear she could be already in stage 4 possibly stage 5. (video I found on youtube when researching more about alzeheimers >
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Oh man back to what I started with regards to my mind. What I want to say is I could not care less about Casinos/Slots or free spins right now. I finally realize I have been living in this casino world the last many years sitting so many hours in front of the computer wasting important and dear time. Time I could have spent better with my sweet fiancee or doing other things.
More important back in May when I won nice Poker jackpot at 32Red (was around £23K thread somewhere else here at casinomeister) I actually went on and spend every day trying to win more and overall I wasted around £13K of that. I did good things as well it helped me going to Denmark and I gave my parents big amount of money and also have been helping friends. And gifts to my fiancee. Also bought some good things. But yeah wish could go back and had saved a bigger amount. Which would had made it possible to travel more often to Denmark now. I really do not know until I see my mum on 27th December how things has changed and are now since last time. I pray it will not be as bad as I fear.
But so angry with myself and upset!! I am not writing this to say I am quitting gambling etc. No. I just need to be better with my life and yeah we all need to think about the ones nearest and do the things in life which makes us happy. This gambling universe can easily pick out valuable time you could had spent with your nearest. And its wasted time you will never get back!
Don't know how to finish this post. It does not really belong in this free spins thread. My wish is to get this removed into my own BLOG. And actually write about this in there and try make a regular update about my life and also most important right now my mum.
Take care everyone I will remain active here so its not a goodbye but I might become more or less active here. Anyone with relations to Alzheimers / Dementia. Please do PM me as I do not want this thread to be derailed now by me
Also would love for your support when I get that blog done on here and will get this post removed to there and yeah hope for your comments etc.
Other most important thing for me now is to wish Trilej all the best in her very hard times right now and wish her brother a speedy recovery and have my prayers for him as my mum.
Merry Christmas to everyone. PS anyone who likes trance I am listening to this beautiful sad trance I just found while trying to stop myself being so upset now it actually helped a bit writing this post and listening to it now >