I feel the same mate to be honest, my deposits are small and reduced these days anyway (long story, one for another
day decade)
Yes, winning or even getting ahead seems like mission impossible and the days where every game you open bonuses and you get to try 8-10 games in one session simply do not exist anymore.
If you recall, I had a very strict cashout discipline and even if "pennies" I'd finish most month's even or slightly in front (this was again a while back when I was taking bonuses with most deposits) but still the game time was there regardless.
I've not had anything worth sharing for as long as I can remember but then again most £10-£15 deposits at best, I have little option other than to head to DoA at minimum bet, hoping praying for a good start so I can try other slots, MEGA rarely happens mate.
Being honest with others as well as myself, I don't think I'll ever completely quit but can see my activity dropping as low as £40 or even less per month, (£10 a week after work on Fridays maybe?) not just due to watching the pennies either due to the sheer fact that it is borderline POINTLESS these days, withdrawals aside, you don't even get the boredom buster game time like yesteryear.
Please don't quit the forum mate, this isn't just a gambling related site, it is a close knit nice community where 95% of the membership is awesome*
*I'll describe and name the 5% along with my "another decade" story mentioned earlier
** Apologies for the derail but my quoted post needed a nice reply.