- Joined
- Apr 24, 2004
- Location
- A Vault!
If only I could forget...The overwhelming misery...The certainty of never-ending suffering,,,No one to help me, no way to escape!! Everywhere I looked...darkness so thick that the idea of light seemed inconceivable....
Suddenly, I swirled down a tunnel of fire, wailing figures calling out to me in agony, begging me to save them and others tried to terrorize me..."You will never leave here,,,they said. "Never !! Never !!"
I found myself laughing at them...
..."I'm not scared of you" I said...But the darkness became even thicker; the emotional charge of suffering nearly unbearable. I felt as if I would burst from heartbreak...everywhere, I felt the agony of humankind, its tragedies, its hatreds, its sorrows. I reached the bottom of the tunnel and saw three thrones in a black chamber...Three shadowy figures sat in the chairs; in the middle was what I took to be the devil himself....:icon_evil
"The darkness will never end," he said. "It will never end. You can never escape this place."
"I can" "I can",,,I tell you...I replied....
All at once, I willed myself to rise and I sailed up through the tunnel of fire, higher and higher until I broke through to a white light and all darkness immediately vanished. My body felt light, at peace, it was...and then I floated among a beautiful spread of colors and patterns. Slowly my ayahuasca vision faded and I returned to my body, to where I lay in the hut, insects calling out to me from the jungle....
"Welcome back" the shaman said....
Suddenly, I swirled down a tunnel of fire, wailing figures calling out to me in agony, begging me to save them and others tried to terrorize me..."You will never leave here,,,they said. "Never !! Never !!"
I found myself laughing at them...
..."I'm not scared of you" I said...But the darkness became even thicker; the emotional charge of suffering nearly unbearable. I felt as if I would burst from heartbreak...everywhere, I felt the agony of humankind, its tragedies, its hatreds, its sorrows. I reached the bottom of the tunnel and saw three thrones in a black chamber...Three shadowy figures sat in the chairs; in the middle was what I took to be the devil himself....:icon_evil"The darkness will never end," he said. "It will never end. You can never escape this place."
"I can" "I can",,,I tell you...I replied....
All at once, I willed myself to rise and I sailed up through the tunnel of fire, higher and higher until I broke through to a white light and all darkness immediately vanished. My body felt light, at peace, it was...and then I floated among a beautiful spread of colors and patterns. Slowly my ayahuasca vision faded and I returned to my body, to where I lay in the hut, insects calling out to me from the jungle....
"Welcome back" the shaman said....
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