Wow, jasminebed! Very good post...
I dont even know, what to qoute, because i read your whole post while thinking, "yeah, obviously thats right..."
after rereading my post, and thinking about it with some hours after my gambling session, it is all nothing dramatic.
50 bucks for some hours of entertainment, and a cause to start posting here, sounds quiet cheap. ;-)
it´s most likely a personality-thing. i get really deep into what i do, WHEN i do something, or into situations. for me the good things are always super-good and the bad things are always the worst thing ever..but with like half an hour taking a deep breath, everything is call again
exactly what i wrote in my op, is probably what i, and a lot of gamblers love so much at gambling. the intense ups and downs in a short period of time. and that is, why the casinos build those high-variance machines. because that´s, what we really want...
and as you mentioned poker and tilt: it´s way easier for me, to win and loose big sums at a slot in a few hours... like you said, i deposited only 50 dollars and did no work, to build it up. i find it way harder, to grind out a pokerroll over weeks, and then having a drunken night, or go on monkeytilt, and drop it all over the course of some hours, because i don´t only loose money, but also hard work....
so, what is the essence of this thread for me: i should not get so emo or worked up about winnings and losses! but on the other hand, that "emotional rollercoaster", is why i sat at the computer gambling, and not watching tv....




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