Feels like forever!!

**Luigi810** · 11th September 2009, 05:05 AM

It's been so long since I've been on I almost forgot how to post..I hope everyone is doing great!!
For myself, I totally gave up gambling, I'm now addicted to texas holdem (no money), thank god!!!!!
I was reading some of the threads and it brought back so many bad memories, I really shouldn't "bad memories" because it really saved my life, and I've met so many good people that helped me get where I am today with all their support..but reading the threads takes me back to the old me, the bad me, the me I hated..
I was reading my first thread, OMG, I think of all that money wasted to casinos that were probably not going to pay me anyway if I won..I could have had the world by the balls, ughhhh...but thats ok, I can live now, I no longer run to the bank before they open, I no longer wake up all hours of the night with guilt, I can face the the world again, but more important, I can look at myself in the mirror now and like what I see...
A year ago I wanted to curl up in a ball and die, today I look so forward to living..It's amazing in such a short time so much can be accomplished..
I miss you guys..