WHere i have been

[dreamguardian1]

So I know I haven't logged in here in awhile but I am always a part of this great community but I want to apologize. I'm still a meister minion and will post on those forums the wins and lack of payouts on those wins from certain casinos. (I been saving up the info to post).

That said, why I have been gone. Its been a really rough life. My fiancée relapsed on meth and began abusing me both physically, emotionally, financially, and sexually and it just got really hard. I tried very hard to help him it finally got to the point that I had to send him to jail. There is now a restraining order in place to protect both me and my parent in laws after he hit his parents. They were enabling him because they are Asian community they don't believe in throwing someone out to the streets. But in his case it was time for tough love. Now he has two drug charges and a court ordered appearance and is now on a psychiatric hold and after that JAIL. its the only way he is going to dry out and the rest of us including his parents are safe.

Then I moved to Oakland from San Francisco so had to do the move and now finishing up my masters degree.

So that is in a nutshell where I have been and whats going on. Good news is I'm still around, still playing and back on forums regularly.

On another note, anyone who has a drug addiction or any addiction, get help before its too late. These drugs like Meth destroy entire families I as a psychologist and mental health and disability and LGBTQQYIA advocate have NEVER seen a case this bad in 15 years of working in this field but any addiction is bad. Don't let it destroy you or your family. The strongest and best thing you can do is get help and stay clean. IF you can beat it and stay clean you are a very strong person and in my book and many others some of the strongest people in the world who deserve every chance to make it.

Missed you all.

 

[geordiecolin]

Good luck to you and stay safe

 

[Jasminebed]

Glad to see you back, and sorry to hear your life has been so tumultuous.

Onward and upwards, and it's always hard to leave someone you love, no matter how awful things become. You are a strong person, best of luck going forward with your life.

 

[bebo67]

So I know I haven't logged in here in awhile but I am always a part of this great community but I want to apologize. I'm still a meister minion and will post on those forums the wins and lack of payouts on those wins from certain casinos. (I been saving up the info to post).

That said, why I have been gone. Its been a really rough life. My fiancée relapsed on meth and began abusing me both physically, emotionally, financially, and sexually and it just got really hard. I tried very hard to help him it finally got to the point that I had to send him to jail. There is now a restraining order in place to protect both me and my parent in laws after he hit his parents. They were enabling him because they are Asian community they don't believe in throwing someone out to the streets. But in his case it was time for tough love. Now he has two drug charges and a court ordered appearance and is now on a psychiatric hold and after that JAIL. its the only way he is going to dry out and the rest of us including his parents are safe.

Then I moved to Oakland from San Francisco so had to do the move and now finishing up my masters degree.

So that is in a nutshell where I have been and whats going on. Good news is I'm still around, still playing and back on forums regularly.

On another note, anyone who has a drug addiction or any addiction, get help before its too late. These drugs like Meth destroy entire families I as a psychologist and mental health and disability and LGBTQQYIA advocate have NEVER seen a case this bad in 15 years of working in this field but any addiction is bad. Don't let it destroy you or your family. The strongest and best thing you can do is get help and stay clean. IF you can beat it and stay clean you are a very strong person and in my book and many others some of the strongest people in the world who deserve every chance to make it.

Missed you all.

I don't know you, but your message has hit home, closer then you could possibly even know. I have kept quite out here. I had a recent battle with breast cancer, and my daughter, my biggest warrior, love, fell 2 weeks into my last treatments. She walked out without a word on my grandson and son in-law. No one could find her, but I was able to finally track her down with some help. She is holed up in a meth house with 21 year olds, and she is 30. I went through the anger, tears everyday ( that is why I havent been the best out here the last few weeks). She has had no history of drug use since she was a teen. I HATE everything it stands for! I even went after the 21 year olds. But this is bigger then me. I can't talk to anyone about it, because of the shame that has come with it. She is still my daughter, but she is going to have to fall. She deleted her facebook account and doesnt answer her cell phone. Again THANK YOU! And welcome back I hope nothing but the best for you!

 

[dreamguardian1]

I don't know you, but your message has hit home, closer then you could possibly even know. I have kept quite out here. I had a recent battle with breast cancer, and my daughter, my biggest warrior, love, fell 2 weeks into my last treatments. She walked out without a word on my grandson and son in-law. No one could find her, but I was able to finally track her down with some help. She is holed up in a meth house with 21 year olds, and she is 30. I went through the anger, tears everyday ( that is why I havent been the best out here the last few weeks). She has had no history of drug use since she was a teen. I HATE everything it stands for! I even went after the 21 year olds. But this is bigger then me. I can't talk to anyone about it, because of the shame that has come with it. She is still my daughter, but she is going to have to fall. She deleted her facebook account and doesnt answer her cell phone. Again THANK YOU! And welcome back I hope nothing but the best for you!

My heart goes out to you and yours. Meth is a really fucked up drug. Excuse my language. It can be traced in spinal fluid 6 months or more after last use the body still wants it. And what it does cognitively is just awful. here is a link I used when researching this fucked up drug.

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[dreamguardian1]

I don't know you, but your message has hit home, closer then you could possibly even know. I have kept quite out here. I had a recent battle with breast cancer, and my daughter, my biggest warrior, love, fell 2 weeks into my last treatments. She walked out without a word on my grandson and son in-law. No one could find her, but I was able to finally track her down with some help. She is holed up in a meth house with 21 year olds, and she is 30. I went through the anger, tears everyday ( that is why I havent been the best out here the last few weeks). She has had no history of drug use since she was a teen. I HATE everything it stands for! I even went after the 21 year olds. But this is bigger then me. I can't talk to anyone about it, because of the shame that has come with it. She is still my daughter, but she is going to have to fall. She deleted her facebook account and doesnt answer her cell phone. Again THANK YOU! And welcome back I hope nothing but the best for you!

I am also not sure how far you and your family want to go with this. Most are done after a person fucks up everyones life on drugs, BUT what we done is we applied for LPR conservatorship for him basically that's where someone takes over that persons life for a short period of time legally, it also puts the person in charge on the hook for bills but they manage their money, where they live, force them into rehab or mental health facilities to help them. So they have a shot of getting their shit together. YES, they are angry for a short period of time while they are coming off the drugs but its a shot to save their lives.