Today I Feel Good Because...

[CasinoNinja]

I feel good because I got engaged a couple of days ago, she said yes

 

[Downsman]

I feel good because I got engaged a couple of days ago, she said yes

Congrats.

 

[bamberfishcake]

I feel good because I got engaged a couple of days ago, she said yes

Love that! Congrats buddy!

Down on one knee i hope? Any of that double barrel rubbish? Your children must retain the name of the ninja!

 

[slotmaster]

I feel good because I got engaged a couple of days ago, she said yes

Sorry to hear that your freedom and life are gone.

 

[CasinoNinja]

Love that! Congrats buddy!

Down on one knee i hope? Any of that double barrel rubbish? Your children must retain the name of the ninja!

Was down on one knee yes

Not sure what you mean by double barrel

 

[Kentakofot]

For a year now, my addiction to casino has been really extreme. Every day has been a torture to live through, I would stay up for 3-5 days/week, not eat properly, lost weight fast all the way down to 50kg(110 pounds) and my first time noticing what my body looked like after coming out of the shower shocked me. I felt a weird disgust over my body, before that I already hated myself and had developed a selfharm personality and forced me to stay awake as long as possible just to live in the torture, had constant withdrawals since i 80% of my time being awake i would try borrow money so most of the time i did nothing, looked at the wall and stuff like that and messenger to see if anyone would be online that i could try get to borrow me money(most debts are paid and i always paid back 40% extra) while having a hole in my stomache, it felt like that since after few days of no food it kinda, hurts, being awake with nonsleep did no help either. I had to call for ambulance twice during a short period of time since my Panic attacks after losing all the big wins that i could have used for paying rent, debts etc were really severe, my heart was in trouble first time i kept passing out for 0.5 seconds and my arm got numb etc. There's alot more but just to give you guys some context what this year been like to me.

Today, i live in a "sheltered housing" i think its called, since last week and earlier today when i got back to this apartment, i felt something i forgot what it felt like, i had for the first time in months a relaxed and good feeling generally. I felt human again. I'm finally taking my first step to get help with my addiction. I'm onboard with it, finally. I'm just so happy right now ya'll, love you all. <3

 

[dionysus]

For a year now, my addiction to casino has been really extreme. Every day has been a torture to live through, I would stay up for 3-5 days/week, not eat properly, lost weight fast all the way down to 50kg(110 pounds) and my first time noticing what my body looked like after coming out of the shower shocked me. I felt a weird disgust over my body, before that I already hated myself and had developed a selfharm personality and forced me to stay awake as long as possible just to live in the torture, had constant withdrawals since i 80% of my time being awake i would try borrow money so most of the time i did nothing, looked at the wall and stuff like that and messenger to see if anyone would be online that i could try get to borrow me money(most debts are paid and i always paid back 40% extra) while having a hole in my stomache, it felt like that since after few days of no food it kinda, hurts, being awake with nonsleep did no help either. I had to call for ambulance twice during a short period of time since my Panic attacks after losing all the big wins that i could have used for paying rent, debts etc were really severe, my heart was in trouble first time i kept passing out for 0.5 seconds and my arm got numb etc. There's alot more but just to give you guys some context what this year been like to me.

Today, i live in a "sheltered housing" i think its called, since last week and earlier today when i got back to this apartment, i felt something i forgot what it felt like, i had for the first time in months a relaxed and good feeling generally. I felt human again. I'm finally taking my first step to get help with my addiction. I'm onboard with it, finally. I'm just so happy right now ya'll, love you all. <3

It might help you reach out to @Casinomeister as we've a Quit Gambling section; it will limit the things you can view
There may be something here as well worth viewing >
CM Announcement - New Responsible Gambling directory -- input please!

Best of luck to you

 

[johnnymcc1966]

Serves you right for playing Bonanza all the time!
But seriously,well done for realising and dealing with your problem,you are most of the way there to getting it completely sorted out.

 

[Davey86]

For a year now, my addiction to casino has been really extreme. Every day has been a torture to live through, I would stay up for 3-5 days/week, not eat properly, lost weight fast all the way down to 50kg(110 pounds) and my first time noticing what my body looked like after coming out of the shower shocked me. I felt a weird disgust over my body, before that I already hated myself and had developed a selfharm personality and forced me to stay awake as long as possible just to live in the torture, had constant withdrawals since i 80% of my time being awake i would try borrow money so most of the time i did nothing, looked at the wall and stuff like that and messenger to see if anyone would be online that i could try get to borrow me money(most debts are paid and i always paid back 40% extra) while having a hole in my stomache, it felt like that since after few days of no food it kinda, hurts, being awake with nonsleep did no help either. I had to call for ambulance twice during a short period of time since my Panic attacks after losing all the big wins that i could have used for paying rent, debts etc were really severe, my heart was in trouble first time i kept passing out for 0.5 seconds and my arm got numb etc. There's alot more but just to give you guys some context what this year been like to me.

Today, i live in a "sheltered housing" i think its called, since last week and earlier today when i got back to this apartment, i felt something i forgot what it felt like, i had for the first time in months a relaxed and good feeling generally. I felt human again. I'm finally taking my first step to get help with my addiction. I'm onboard with it, finally. I'm just so happy right now ya'll, love you all. <3

Goodluck
Stay safe
All the best

 

[Kentakofot]

Thanks for the links, will def contact him if would be neccessary, hopefully not thamk you! @dionysus

Thanks guys, have a nice new year and stay safe guys!

 

[bamberfishcake]

Was down on one knee yes

Not sure what you mean by double barrel

I was joking about double-barrelled surnames e.g. If Boris Johnson married Donald Trump and went for double barrelled surnames they would be Mr and Mr Johnson-Trump.

BTW Today I feel good after letting my kids stay around their Mums for the night. Cant tell the whole story but it was good for them, even if i did have to endure a night in her company and stay on the sofa to keep watch.

Needless to say i feel good for doing the right thing.

Whens the wedding?

 

[bamberfishcake]

Today I feel good because its Friday!

This morning i fell good because i didnt hurt myself tripping over the kids toys!

 

[bamberfishcake]

Today I feel good because im watching this........



Edit: I was actually watching this one but that ones quite funny also......

 

[Playford7]

My aunty survived surgery with a 89% fatality rate and is well in recovery thus far...

shes 88 btw

 

[pinnit2014]

My aunty survived surgery with a 89% fatality rate and is well in recovery thus far...

shes 88 btw

She can have my login to play BTG's Millionaire when she's home and those '2% audience are correct' odds will be easily defeated

Jesting side:

 

[Playford7]

She can have my login to play BTG's Millionaire when she's home and those '2% audience are correct' odds will be easily defeated

Jesting side:

She would destroy BTG mate, women is like a bloody machine...

before she went for surgery with those odds she asked the surgeon ‘ when the bloody hell can I drive again’ my mother told me haha

 

[slotmaster]

Sold 2 things on Amazon today I just found out! Thank god as I was starting to get worried but January is always dead and was waiting for a good February hopefully this is an early start then that's o.k.!

 

[slotplayer]

Sold 2 things on Amazon today I just found out! Thank god as I was starting to get worried but January is always dead and was waiting for a good February hopefully this is an early start then that's o.k.!

Do you ever go to the Amazon seller central forum. The USA or CAD forums?

 

[slotmaster]

Do you ever go to the Amazon seller central forum. The USA or CAD forums?

Actually, no, I may have posted a reply or 2 maybe. I do watch and talk with one youtube guy from the States who generally wants to help people and cause of him I got started and helped me get some of my sales.

 

[bamberfishcake]

Today I feel good because its been snowing and the kids and me built our first snowman together, complete with carrot nose, frosted shreddie eyes and celery stick arms.

 

[bamberfishcake]

Today I feel good because its Valentines Day!

Im still working through the sackful of cards the postie delivers in my dedicated vehicle each year.

 

[Kroffe]

Today I feel good because its Valentines Day!

Im still working through the sackful of cards the postie delivers in my dedicated vehicle each year.

Ah yes..Valentines day.



But in a couple of days there will be a bunch of valentines chocolate with reduced price in the stores.
Silver linings.

 

[Scott1baird]

Love you all....

 

[slotmaster]

Feeling good as I pretty much got all my organizing done, just the usual cleaning now tomorrow. Also finally advertised my sale and listings on my Amazon and ebay stores that I had people waiting for and got a new date for the delayed inventory of the newly released hockey cards I pre-ordered that I also had/have people waiting for and I might have like a mountain bike coming soon from a co-worker, should I slap a camera on me and upload bike ride videos on youtube? I will even bike through the "hood", LOL.

 

[slotmaster]

Feeling good as I pretty much got all my organizing done, just the usual cleaning now tomorrow. Also finally advertised my sale and listings on my Amazon and ebay stores that I had people waiting for and got a new date for the delayed inventory of the newly released hockey cards I pre-ordered that I also had/have people waiting for and I might have like a mountain bike coming soon from a co-worker, should I slap a camera on me and upload bike ride videos on youtube? I will even bike through the "hood", LOL.

Got a body camera on the way,lol. It's for other reasons though as well. The next issue is how to secure it where it will be stable, but the co-worker is off this week that is selling me a bike so still like a month away before bike rides I say.