I kind of got into flying freestyle quadcopters and planes but man it takes a lot of time that I don't have.. can't remember the last time I flew.Do you practice any hobby's @neon claws ? Maybe it's time to pick up some stuff. Hobby's generally cost but reward you with "new" energy.
Problem with gambling and esp. online is that its such an isolating experience. Do it long enough and youll exchange playing a game, reading or watching movies with playing.
9.5 weeks since having a drink. On some new anti depressants which are expensive but may actually be working a bit.. hard to tell when you don't have any time in a day to feel anything except panic about what you need to be doing next and exhaustion.
Anyway, enough of me moaning.