Hello everyoneI'm a Norwegian casino player which have used one and a half year of my life playing a lot of casino.
And I mean A LOT.
I want to share my story with casino players on how I have experienced being a online slot player.
Hope if you choose to read it you have an open mind and do not be judgemental and give me the chance of expressing my thoughts and feelings.
I remember I started playing at Maria Casino Easter 2016. There was a registration bonus and I thought maybe you can win without depositing. My family and I were at our cabin and I sat down with my niece and nephew pushing the spin button on rounds. And wow Lucky Leprechaun build us up from 20£ to 200£ in just an hour. It was great fun, we laughed and smiled and joked.
The next day I wanted to withdraw our winnings, but I was inexperienced on how bonuses work. All the money from the account money was suddenly gone. The bonus had to be played 35x and within a couple of hours. I got mad at the customer service becuase I saw this as a fraud like marketing. And I thought that I'd never deposit something to a casino because of this.
This is how my story as a casino player started, but should have ended there.
I got home after the vacation and with my very good job and high salary I thought why not deposit 100£, I can afford it. After all Lucky Leprechaun gave me a lot of features, can't be that hard can it?
So I lost 100£ and won it back the same day. The next couple of days I tried a few more slots, but always returned to the bloody Leprechaun for a reason I can't understand right now.
My girlfriend did not have a big issue with me playing so I introduced her to the casino and we played together starting to up the bets and we won suddenly 2000£ on a 6£ spin. Of course we were in joy and I filled the glasses and started to get tipsy. She went out and I continued playing and lost all included the deposit in just 30 minutes. I think that was the turning point of my dedication to hit the spin button trying to force a bonus round out of the slot machines. It came to my mind that pure willpower would start the features in the slots, and this willpower haven't gone away after that.
From here on it never stopped. The following months the deposits became more and more frequent until I had lost 25000£ in half a year and told myself I'd never play again. I played quite hiddenly when no one was around because of my own damned self respect, in toilets, while driving the car, always looking for an excuse to spin. Eventually I shared my loss story with my girlfriend.
We broke up half a year later and this was naturally a part of it. Bless her, she deserves a good life for the fantastic person she is and thankfully we are friends now.
The biggest problem after a year being a frequent casino player was that I still had access to acquiring huge amounts of money when banks gave me loan after loan without hesitation.
I had changed casino now because I was pissed off at MariaCasino for both valid and unvalid reasons until they closed my account. I won't forget that "friendly" customer service guy who suddenly became unfriendly when he closed my account. Is this the tactics of casinos? Squeeze out as much as possible from customers until they rage and then a reason for closing accounts is suddenly valid?
I started playing at LeoVegas, and I started to became good I thought, playing very carefully and run through every bloody game they could offer playing small spins and built my winnings gradually. I was up 13000£ in a month and thought, this is going the right fucking way.
I lost all in three hours a Saturday night while being drunk. That is one of the worst days in my life. I contacted my ex girlfriend and she gave me comfort in my dark dark evening.
Why didn't LeoVegas contact me after playing so much in one evening? They actually did contact me earlier when they saw I became a very frequent player and asked if I were comfortable playing this much. My answer to them was obviously yes.
I've had an ok dialogue with VIP customer service. They responded as good as they could to small rages I had now and them and gave me som shit bonuses to try to calm me down, carefully talked about their playing limits I could set. One question I had was about my losses during my play time at LeoVegas. I showed how much I had lost during 8 months and asked if this was normal. Yes, they said. I guess you can question if a casino says it's normal to loose in average 8000£ every month.
Do you just buy an experience that is bound to be a loss?
In the end I had a rage to them obviously and they closed my account.
So where am I now?
I have not played casino in a month and removed myself from all possible casinos on pure willpower.
I have sold my appartement.
I have 80000£ in debt to banks.
I have calculated 150000£ in losses playing casino.
I'm trying to get a new job after quitting because I just needed to get away from reality for a while.
I have a new girlfriend who is a lovely person. Yes, she knows.
Do I have a problem with addiction? Do I need help? My answers is no, I choose this life and now I must pay for it. I have made my descision then and now.
Do the casinos have a problem? Yes, because they can't earn money unless most of the customers loose. In my opinion that is horrible for most people, but how else will they survive?
Do I blame those who created the slots? Of course, I've seen it all. I've experienced playing 10-30£ bets not hitting one feature, and when I'm almost out of money setting the bet to 1£ and magically getting a feature on the first spin. And the list goes on and on with strange experiences. But it must be RNG and I have just been unlucky, right?
Casino players does not buy anything more than an experience and a few ones, very few ones actually manages to make this a rather risky way of living by being professionals with a tad of luck. I was never one of them and will never be. Maybe most of you who reads this are the few ones that have a self control, knows when to quit, accepts small losses. And that actually have earned more than you have lossed. Well, I am honestly happy for you and pray that you'll never experience that Saturday I had last year.
This is a lifetime experience. There have been a lot of fun yes, no doubt. I have loved it like many of you do. And I can't regret it, but it is time to move on to a new life. And it is a relief I can't even start to describe.
Dear casino players,
I just wanted to share my story for my own personal reasons. A story which is worth a lot of income for MariaCasino and LeoVegas.
And last I want to tell you that my favorite slot machine (absurd as you might think) was Golden Mane. It did save me so many times when I was about to loose a lot. Second must be Beauty & the Beast with golden bet.
Thanks for reading and hope this is not offending the Casinomeister forum in any way.
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