This has been my first year gambling with online casinos and what a crazy year it has been, but now is the time to quit while I'm ahead. I just finished uninstalling all the casinos (exept pokerstars). I have made around 3000 in deposits and made round about 12000 which is fantastic and i am truly happy with that result. the straw that broke the camels back was when i was playing an RTG (accredited) and i managed to get my balance up to $2000 or round about then pressed the cash out button. one day later i had a drink or two and was in the mood for gambling. i then proceeded to just splurge the lot. it was so weird it was like i was glued to the monitor. i could hear the voice in my head saying "stop" and it was disturbing because it was almost like i was possessed. when the money had gone i felt almost hollow inside and in shear disbelieve that i had actually done that. i now realize that i have become an addict. you don't have to be a addiction specialist to work it out because its due to the lack of self control. like i said before i have still got poker stars on there but i will be keeping a close eye on that too. if this behavior resurfaces again then that's got to go as well, which would be a shame. anyway just thought i would share that with you guys.