You know its like I feel I will never hit anything over $100 even if I am playing a dollar. I mean what is going on..Maybe I am playing the wrong game or the wrong time of day. I am like wow when is it going to be my turn. I want one good hit and I am done..for a while. I will back off and play every two weeks. I can't play every other day. Its just insane..
I would just stop for a while, sounds like you need a break...
... Time away will clear your head, and you will have more clarity about the whole thing and decide whether it is something you want to do again...
I used to make the mistake of playing when I was like that, and would lose more money, get stuck in a downward spiral, and waste so much time and money for nothing, no enjoyment... just hell. Getting depressed, angry, obsessed, full of hate... and it isn't worth it... really isn't worth it... there is so much more to life than playing games of chance...
When I have a long losing streak, I find I go off gambling altogether. I feel reluctant to go near a casino and get a sick knotted feeling in my stomach thinking about it.
During those times, I forget about it and do something creative instead, like painting, music, writing, photography, anything that makes me feel alive and free...
I do still gamble now and then, with very small amounts of money, pennies rather than pounds, if I win, it is great; if things go wrong, I stop, kiss the loss goodbye, switch it all off and feel the bliss of letting go and forgetting about it again...
.peace.