Thank you for your advice and encouragement. My story is actually very interesting. With regards to that money it was immediately sent to whom I borrowed it off- the payment was quick enough to replace the funds taken without them noticing. Me personally I don't have any funds at moment.
I can so relate to the advice. Upon my dark moments last week, its the closest I've been to suicide since 2015, I was further reflecting on my story. I literally had made it as a pro gambler for a period of 14 months or so not too long aho. Until things went downhill.
I guess it was that life that caused these blips. I was travelling constantly, living a good life, etc. No never a millionaire or making stupid amounts....but an income enough to travel with no risk.
Nonetheless thank you for your encouragement and helpful advice.
Its good to read the successful outcome to your OP. Have a good life and try to avoid putting yourself in situations where you could find yourself super stressed in future. Adrenalin rushes too often involve big risks. Just have a jam sandwich and a cigar instead