Wow it sounds like you are your own worst enemy? I have played out some wins myself but that much never.Maybe you need to find another casino to play at or perhaps take stock and do something else all together? I play a game on Facebook that is fun and keep,s my mind off of the money that i,am waiting for.The game is Dead Trigger and its a great game to play as you kill zombies and you also play for cities and blueprint,s and you build up money and weapon,s its a hoot and it help,s me a great deal if that is not your cup of tea? Well then just find something else to do.Control is one of the biggest problem,s in this field of play. It border,s on not doing what your little voice in your head is telling you to do. It,s easier said than done and we have all had some form of it i believe,maybe a few who have not but most have had a form of it.It,s bother some and it can get to you, but if getting to spend the money you win is more important! Then you will learn to stop when your ahead and not touch the winning,s and if you believe that you would not have been paid anyway.Then find a casino that honor,s it,s player,s winning,s. The best of luck to ya and i will keep my finger,s crossed for you also.Peace Out! Out Of The Mist! shewoff