happygobrokey

gambling is a very wicked beast. i think i do play it to punish myself sometimes, like was being mentioned over in the suicide thread.

like when i'm playing, i want to get ahead by at least a hundred for a cashout. i put in 50-80 dollars at a time usually playing in pounds at 32red or totesport (who just invited me to be vip, btw, my first real status upgrade that's not a token gesture like casino rewards group or something).

anyway, if i lose the first couple deposits, i start going off the handle, deposit maybe over a hundred and bet bigger to get even. and after losing like 400+ for the day and my deposit's about to run out, i just go ass crazy and bet like $20-50 per hand. sometimes it works, or i suck it up and take the rest of the week off to recharge.

but sometimes that last ditch effort works, and i cashed 600 pounds from 32red after being down to my last GBP25 bet, and then hitting like three five-carders a pontoon and a couple twenties in a row in pontoon. love this game, the swings are so intense but the profits are very tantalizing.

or if i'm lucky, i make it to the cashout stage on the first or second deposit with $100-500 profit depending if i press my luck and/or limit my betting when i start to get up, or get a mega-hot streak like mentioned above and just soar.

so far it's worked for me. i'd say i am a good deal in the positive overall this year. like it's only been a couple times i have spent my whole $500 credit limit and not made a cashout. *important: i don't have any credit problems though, because like it or lump it i pay off that credit card in full the next morning* (to avoid further tiliting that day) out of my bank account. i take it like a man, and i keep going back loving it.

3dice doesn't work for me again. i forget why but dicecore.exe won't load, dll error or something. this happened another time when i downloaded it, but i forget does a windows update or a uninstall/reboot/reinstall of 3dice solve it?

i can't believe i am making a decent buck at gambling lately. don't jinx, unstamp infinity layer mask declare 2-4-5-6-10 blackball deluxe, hooga chaka hoogaoogaooga chaka

honest to blog, the movie 'juno' rocks.