gambling is a very wicked beast. i think i do play it to punish myself sometimes, like was being mentioned over in the suicide thread.

like when i'm playing, i want to get ahead by at least a hundred for a cashout. i put in 50-80 dollars at a time usually playing in pounds at 32red or totesport (who just invited me to be vip, btw, my first real status upgrade that's not a token gesture like casino rewards group or something).

anyway, if i lose the first couple deposits,...

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