[lauriejim]

Originally Posted by mysticjoz

This post confuses me Bryand. If you read the thread entirely (and the link to my original thread) you would see that Yes I did. I can not answer for LJ because as you should see there are actually two seperate issues here. My winning a random jackpot and LJ being told the truth behind that win being legit.
But to keep it from coming out in the open, POC and the one "employee" who actually told me I would be paid.. felt it more "profitable" to have LJ keep that secret, but for a price.

The saddest part of this whole thing is that I probably won't see that money.
Because If anyone remembers and as a friend of mine told me, this fact is being discussed on other forums... "I was paid a small amount of money which was NOT comparable to my RJ win.. and I was only paid that because I broke the covetted rule of threatening charge backs." But.. I had no choice.. my guy had left us, and we had nothing.
Yet had this "secret" been brought out in time.. that small amount would not have been an option.

But,,, I can't and won't pass judgement on anyone here. I forgave LJ because she had the integrity to come on here and in front of hundreds or thousands she told the truth. That in itself must have been difficult.

I have always been honest with all of you.. and I am not about to change that. To me this whole thing is frustrating. To have it brought back up with more "wishful thinking" in a time of need... I am beginning to wonder.

I get PM's regarding alot of issues behind this... So to be honest.. I am beginning to get very confused right now! guess I need to step back for a minute. And wait to see if LJ answers the same.
AT the time of the RJ "hit"..Yes, I did go thru the PAB process and my original thread of which I took some real heat at times.
If you are asking if "WE" (LJ and I) discussed having CM resolve this issue,,,
I honestly did not know anything about it until I signed on to CM to PM's and this new thread which was already picking up steam. (If you did not know I have not been on as often due to health issues).

I don't know if LJ went to CM with this first or not.

i did not know of mystics true win until after relentless badgering and promises of not to say anything by dean .n at poc, i was told in dec or early part of jan o8. as you can tell from my post in mystics original thread about p.o.c, i had not a clue and casinomeister shut it down and had even stated for mystic to resign herself that she would not get paid by this group, it would not have helped had i came forward that day or not as dean had been let go or quit or in limbo as upper managment had found out about the money i had paid the two individuals at poc and was deciding whether to bring him back, i sent an email to j. todd, and 3 others on the forum, where he was asking me for 400.00 to pay his rent with, which i did not do, i even stated back then that i thought a few of them(poc) were my friends) in mystics original thread, when lauram, did the thread on mystics health, i was just over come with guilt and had disscussed this with another forum member later after this thread as could have been the reson for my pannic attack, not really sure, but i did inform p.o.c that i wanted to close out my accounts and that i was comming forward with the truth right before i posted my thread, thus being why it was prolly not stated in correct format and some things should have been , as i was trying to tell all that i knew at the moment. mystic did indeed have a win ,.i know to be true from the manager, dean, from his own mouth. i did not know way back when about her true win, i never took any bribe or hush money,i never went to c/m about it,as i felt he had resinged himself to the fact that mystic would not be paid. i always had admitted that i used to play there regulary and was warned by several including c/m and simmo as well as others from the beginning, i stopped playing at p.o.c as far as depositing real money and had told cindy the reasons why, that i wish i had played at the ones that im playing at now as i felt all those years of playing there had been one of the worst mistakes ive ever made and she agreed with me and told me to continue to play where i was happy at and if i ever wanted to come back i was more than welcome,ive known for months that i would never be back except to play that 500.00 lifetime v.i.p chip once amonth.i never contacted j todd but he contacted me after a forum member told him about it and has been helpful in trying to get mystics money back. should i have kept my mouth shut over the whole thing, i dont think so imo, should these folks have been exposed, yes, i think so, i still feel in my heart that now that poc has this looking them in the face, they need to do what is right and regardless of paying whatever small amount they did to mystic, that itself shows they knew something imo, they should pay her for what she did not get as well as pain and suffering she went thru but this isnt a court case and and we are dealing with folks that dont give a damn about doing whats right and trying to do the decent thing, im not a good typer or one for stating things to get my point across and i look to have this picked to death by some, oh well, i told the truth and if you tell the truth you have nothing to fear............laurie