[happygobrokey]

i can't get the wire myself though. they won't pay it to me. how would i be able to send it to someone else. the casino says they can't get it back either. they told me to just try somewhere else and this time avoid mentioning gambling. rather tongue-in-cheekly i told aj i would tell the western union this time it was an "outstanding debt" which if you read my thread on betroyal you would get how that's funny. which indeed it is, as in truth the casino zeroed my balance and all my winnings, then voluntarily gave me all the money back and are sending it to me. so in reality the funds are just money they gave me after taking all the real winnings. so in a sense it is already laundered.

and if it comes to that, that is they still won't pay because it's been previously revealed to be a gambling win, i will tell the guy how the casino screwed me months ago and just now they up and paid me via western without my knowledge and that i don't intend to be using the wires for this purpose it just happened that way. in truth, when i played it was before any of the storm had blown over to canada, so the actual gambling in question was good to go at the time, just the payout is coming at a time when its legitimacy is for some reason in question. here i go to (sort of) commit fraud by now lying about what the money is for. is this really one of those situations where its generally accepted for one to lie, like it is on say a resume or to avoid heavy taxes on a private car sale? i feel so dirty, which is why i openly admitted what the money is from the first time round. i better not get arrested or anything. fuck!